One Normal Day

sitting in the office, facing my netbook, loads of task to run, listening to taylor swift-the best day,, im so in the dreamy-emo-loner mood today, suddenly, i mean like, i feel, that i really wanna dedicate this song,


"The Best Day"
I'm five years old
It's getting cold, I've got my big coat on
I hear your laugh And look up smiling at you, I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch And the tractor rides, Look now -- the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep On the way home


I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best dayWith you today


I'm thirteen now And don't know how my friends Could be so mean
I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys
And we drive and drive Until we've found a town Far enough away
And we talk and window-shop Until I've forgotten all their names


I don't know who I'm gonna talk to Now at school
I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay
But I know I had the best day With you today


I have an excellent father
His strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother
Inside and out He's better than I am


I grew up in a pretty house And I had space to run
And I had the best days with you


There is a videoI found from back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen And you're talking to me
It's the age of princesses and pirate ships And the seven dwarfs
Daddy's smart And you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world


Now I know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side
Even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine
And I didn't know if you knew
So I'm taking this chance to say
That I had the best day With you today


i know the reality is not as beautiful as this song, the whole lyric, but the melody is enough to resemble the warmth i see in you. yes i see it. i realize. 


so im taking this chance to tell you, that i do. though i grumble throughout of it, i do see. i do understand . those little sacrifices, those little deeds, those little words, those little quietness you had when i actually can see that you're actually mad at me, little by little till when i learnt of why trees change in the fall, i'd do something, you were the only one who's capable of making me have second thoughts , people around is saying it 24/7, i've been admitting it, but when it comes to you, i actually take it in. it strikes right in. straight through the heart . it was strength and hope for me, and it still is. Samsul Kamal Rosli, you have the magic miracle of a true father.