So Thank You Cute Guy!

so yeah that day. was saturday. i was at the on the escalator near that topshop in klcc, going down, with my bf beside me. suddenly i saw this man. looking at me. he had his hair tide back and up. wearing this shirt. he's like ,.. an artist, photographer,. yeah. the way he dress. the dreamy cool guy kinda type. and he was still looking AT ME. wtv. 


so we proceed until my bf's having trouble with the autopay. people are queueing behind us to pay. its kinda crowded and i dunno its like awkward having two persons sticking our faces to the autopay so i thought id just let my guy handle the troublesome autopay crap. so i turn around only to find this guy , this tall , cute, dark eyebrows, square face sculpture, nice shirt, you know. hes like calllingfor me i thought hes gonna ask on yeah wtv like how to operate the autopay wtv. so i approach him. you guess what he said. this is perhaps his exact words,


 " HAVE YOU BY ANY CHANCE BEEN INTO MODELLING? " 


my jaw dropped, on the inside of course i wouldnt wanna ruin the "nice beautiful me" of first sight he had for me that eventually entitled me to be questioned of that certain type of question from the certain type of guy. you know. my god im a goddess. HAHHA. cut the crap out! i practically whispered inside me. then i came back to my senses and replied in swagger. "NO THANK YOU ...BLABLABLA " and gracefuly walk away with my bf finally overcoming the stupid autopay problem. 


" WHAT ABOUT HOSTING?! " again he asked.


in the car i cant stop myself from thinking feeling sooooo happy high. wooh. it was a great feeling . just to clarify, im the insecure kinda type. i get sad and depressed easily when it comes to the way i look, the way i express myself, the way i bring myself. always looking in the mirror, wishing for a pointier nose. all the zitss pls go away. i wanna have that mesmerizing smile and that shine on my face like i see pregnant ladies have, or beautiful gorgoeus actresses , jessica biel in exact. i just love her warmth that shes got all over her face and smile. i envy them. envy my flawlessly beautiful friends. and i hate myself. one day i wanna make over my face. yeah till that extent. i know. pity me. so yall get the idea of how greatfully thankfully happy i am to be having this typa incident. SO THANKS CUTE GUY. YOU MADE MY DAY. i just prayed he didnt noticed or having second thoughts if he saw my horrible zits. hahaa