i just got back from class. and i have decided, (in which i've always decided stuffs but never really successfully work on it anywaysss) i wanted to write! i wanna write write write like how i used to do so in high schoool years. but problem is, i dont know what to write about?.....haha! tipuuuuuuu! ada lotsa stuffs thats came across my mind and i'd rather not talk it out to people, and wished to write about it but never ended up so due to time availability constrictions heheh except for today.
anyways. i wanted to share about this kakak. she was practically like me, before, she wasn't in much of an understanding of our Deen, dia free hair dulu, suddenly masuk sekolah agama and it sloooowwwly changed her. now dia pakai purdah. eheeemmm comel sangaaaat eee. Dia sangat baik, decent and generous. she can spend like hundreds on us, belanja kitorang just for the sake of us getting ilmu.
Dulu she had a boyfie, that boyfie of hers, was seorang anak datuk (wow. mungkin handsome lagi). and he proposed to her, that time she was already towards her hijrah, the engagement lasted for a few months until she called it off as to sound reasons that her fiance is not anymore a good influence on her. her reasons are solid, but you can't deny the fact that it takes a lot of courage and strength and sacrifice to actually break free from years of zaman sekolah relationship with a person. and she chose what was right. unlike me, my hijrah is more of Allah's 100% will, there wasn't literally a choice, and i thank Allah so much for His divine light in this.
and now it's been years i guess, tell you what, a handsome, tall, arab, ustaz is into her! heheh the story was so funny where he was a cikgu sementara ape entah (mungkin bahasa arab), first time she saw him she went like: (she literally meant talking to herself thinking he wouldn't understand)
"oh kacaknya"
To her surprise, he replied:
"saya faham bahasa melayu"
(wooooooi! i went like that when she told me about it haha). plus he is now working as an imam somewhere in England. So now they are mutual friends sometimes in contact and he has her parents' number, already asking about her opinions on marriage blablabla. let's pray the best for her shall we? heheh
all i can say is, what in the blue moon! ingat senang ke nak jumpa pak arab hensem pandai cakap melayu and utama sekali,seorang yang beragama! (irony is seriously, egyptians, at least those around me, tidak mencerminkan Islam sebenar. They have problems conversing in english plus). And ya Allah, to think of his genes, your future zuriat mesti comel2 eeeee :D
What i learned from this is that, subhanAllah. you take care of yourself, Allah, He will take care of you. work on yourself become a good practicing muslimah, sacrifice, and drown ourselves not in the waves of Dunya, but Allah's orders and will, He will complete you. He will reward you, something EVEN better, insyaAllah.
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| sweetnyeeew lah! |
اَلْخـَبِيـْثــاَتُ لِلْخَبِيْثـِيْنَ وَ اْلخَبِيْثُــوْنَ لِلْخَبِيْثاَتِ وَ الطَّيِّبَاتُ لِلطَّيِّبِيْنَ وَ الطَّيِّبُوْنَ لِلطَّيِّبَاتِ.
“ Wanita-wanita yang tidak baik untuk laki-laki yang tidak baik, dan laki-laki yang tidak baik adalah untuk wanita yang tidak baik pula. Wanita yang .baik untuk lelaki yang baik dan lelaki yang baik untuk wanita yang baik. (An Nur:26)
and this does not only regard life partners but EVERYTHING, every opportunity of choices you make.
أَقْرِضُوا اللَّهَ قَرْضًا حَسَنًا وَمَا تُقَدِّمُوا لأنْفُسِكُمْ مِنْ خَيْرٍ تَجِدُوهُ عِنْدَ اللَّهِ هُوَ خَيْرًا وَأَعْظَمَ أَجْرًا وَاسْتَغْفِرُوا اللَّهَ إِنَّ اللَّهَ غَفُورٌ رَحِيمٌ٠)
"...berikanlah pinjaman kepada Allah pinjaman yang baik. Dan kebaikan apa saja yang kamu perbuat untuk dirimu niscaya kamu memperoleh (balasan)nya di sisi Allah sebagai balasan yang paling baik dan yang paling besar pahalanya. Dan mohonlah ampunan kepada Allah; sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang." (QS. 73:20)
